Nothing good comes from desperation, yet still I feel it all the time. In all honesty I'm lonely to the core and often feel lost in life and the events around me. All I really want is to find someone to connect with and love but that hasn't been what I've discovered. In the past my longing for companionship drove me to some edges that I don't care to visit again but yesterday I really turned into an ass. I went above and beyond what I thought I was capable of doing and made decisions that I completely regret on the basis in which they happened. I compromised my values for objects only of this world and it has been burning at me all day. I pray that God directs me on the right path and that I can one day be comfortable enough in my skin to be the man I was destined to become.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
POST 17: The Urge To Write
I often get the urge to write, but when I actually sit down to write out my thoughts I find I've forgotten them and don't really know what I'm thinking about. As you can imagine it's quite frustrating but as of yet I have no cure.
On a side note I've been in a happier mood recently. I've managed to go long distance running nearly every day for more than a week so that's quite an accomplishment for me. Also I have a job. I work at Jimmy Johns which is pretty cool but today was lame as a bunch of people just didn't show up to work making my shift quite hectic. Oh well. Tis life.
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