Nothing good comes from desperation, yet still I feel it all the time. In all honesty I'm lonely to the core and often feel lost in life and the events around me. All I really want is to find someone to connect with and love but that hasn't been what I've discovered. In the past my longing for companionship drove me to some edges that I don't care to visit again but yesterday I really turned into an ass. I went above and beyond what I thought I was capable of doing and made decisions that I completely regret on the basis in which they happened. I compromised my values for objects only of this world and it has been burning at me all day. I pray that God directs me on the right path and that I can one day be comfortable enough in my skin to be the man I was destined to become.
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