Today I got to hang out and talk with an awesome girl Erin Larsen who I sadly hadn't seen since summer. After grabbing some food, seeing a movie, and driving downtown for some late night coffee we got to talking a bit. On the way back home me and Erin were talking about relationships, what were looking for, what we think is the best way to handle them etc… That's when Erin really reminded me that I'm only 20 years old; I'm supposed to be having fun right now. For years I've dreaded dating and due to the strain and dedication having a "serious" relationship comes with. I know I'm not very good at those things right now and I've been afraid I would let whoever I dated down. In my heart I've been searching for companionship but too afraid to find it in the event that I would not cherish it. I thank you Erin, because sometimes I forget about just having fun. My mind because of the last few years runs at higher speeds than normal and I've had a bad habit of thinking ESPECIALLY when it comes to relationships. I need to relax and just have fun, because honestly it's been too long since I've had a good dose of it. I'm going to let my heart lead the way from now on. I'm done worrying about the future; let me find genuine love in my everyday life. I feel the best relationships are also amazing friendships and I can't be afraid to fall into them.
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