Wednesday, October 14, 2009

POST 4: What I Want

Often it's looked down upon when people think of their wants and want nothing more in life than to obtain them. It's an age old story of not being happy with what you have, striving to have everything, and losing everything after not appreciating it. I can honestly say I find comfort and appreciate the life I have been given. Though some of the events that I've been through that have occurred are not ideal by any means, I accept them as my life and realize I will always be a changed person as a result. Now that I've said that I must confess I do have an ideal life for the future in my head. And while the details don't exactly matter I pray I might one day be blessed with any part of this life.

The first and most important thing I want to do is obey. I do believe there is a God, and that he can make all things good. Without God I would not feel, speak, cry, laugh, think, or even exist. It is to God I owe all things in live and because of my understanding of his kindness and my respect for him I wish to follow him in faith until my last days.

The second thing I want in life is love. I hope to one day to find a girl who will see me in my entirety and accepts me for who I am. I hope to find someone who I can bring more joy and happiness into their world then they ever knew possible and who would try to do the same for me. I want to make a promise to the world and God himself that I can love someone for the entirety of my life.

The third and final thing I want in life is to leave the world a better place than when I entered it. I hope to spread the wisdom and love that I learn over my lifetime to the people around me so that their lives can grow as mine will grow and that they may grow stronger in life and love far beyond me.

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